I want to write it all out and I really don’t care how many grammar mistakes am I going to make and how many of my sentences wont make sense to someone reading this. No, I cant say that… I cant say that I don’t care if anyone’s going to understand what I’m saying because I still have hope and somewhere in the back of my mind I still crave to be understood, even after all those times and and then years of being misunderstood simply because I got tired and eventually stopped trying to explain myself and the things happening in my head. I just simplified myself to a more understandable version and started to joke, speak, express myself in a more common way simply because I craved to be understood. And now I wonder if I’m ever going to find someone who can and who’s going to want to understand the real me and if I will ever be able to be brave enough to be exactly who I am, to be naive and vulnerable enough to reveal the real me, I wonder if I still remember what is the nonsimplified version of me like, and God, I hope I do
things girls do that I love:
- offer their friends sips of their coffee drinks without being asked
- scratch each others back
- say things like “smell this lotion I bought this weekend”
- compliment each other’s eyebrows
- that thing when they agree with you and their eyes get really wide and they nod their head solemnly
- throw out each others gum wrappers or chip bags when they get up
I hope you’re reffering to the mad cute questions list, because I deleted the other one, hah
3 Who are you looking forward to seeing?
Ohhh I’m looking forward to seeing all my amazing friends and family in two weeks, because man how I miss them!
41 Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?